Ed Sheeran - Eyes Closed

I know it’s a bad idea
but how can I help myself?
Been inside for most this year
and I thought a few drinks they might help.
It’s been a while, my dear,
dealing with the cards life dealt.
I’m still holding back these tears
while my friends are somewhere else.
I pictured this year a little bit different
when it hit February.
I stepped in the bar, it hit me so hard,
oh, how can it be this heavy?
Every song reminds me you’re gone
and I feel the lump form in my throat
‘cause I’m here alone.
Just dancing with my eyes closed
‘cause everywhere I look I still see you.
And time is moving so slow
and I don’t know what else that I can do,
so I’ll keep dancing with my eyes, eyes closed.