NBA YoungBoy - Letter To Big Dump

Lil' sister left me and I ain't been the same
I still see my daddy hidin' somethin' from me, and I think it's pain
I thought this money would change everything, and it did
I don't know who I'm is, I don't see my kids
I lost my friends, I need you now
I, I'ma tell you now that I got my back against the wall
But I'm not fucked up, I just need to watch 'em all
I clench my fist, I know they see my flaws
Oh, each of them, I love all
But they not real, they not here for me, my nigga, huh
I put my gun down, I cry every night for the ones laid down
I sit and I viеw, lookin' down in my town
How the fuck he gon' treat mе like I ain't his son neither?
Why the fuck she gon' treat me this way behind a bitch and I showed from the start I'd never leave her?
Look inside my eyes, I know they seen evil
But I been this way since I was a child and I feel I'm the one who deserve to leave here